"The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me, because the LORD has anointedme to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me tobind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedomfor the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to proclaimthe year of the LORD's favorand the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn, and provide for those who grieve in Zion — to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair."~fromISAIAH 61 Bible verse for this Blog
APOLOGY to READERS who followed a SEARCH to HERE & didn't find it
On July 18, 2017, I drafted almost 3000 blog posts that I had published since 2008 when I began blogging, rather than edit each one. So if you clicked here from somewhere else and ended up with the post unavailable or error, I am sorry but this is why. It'd be too much work for me to go back and fix them. There's an explanation on7/19/17as I'm still learning.
Over this past weekend, Jolene Reason made some really beautiful graphics on our OBS for Jennie Allen's book "The LIE You Don't Know You Believe" (the *one for Sunday, June 14th caught my attention, at first on God's Everlasting Love - but truthfully all of them that she does, are beautifully captivating) under "SEEK My Face & My Will" (almost to the end) she lists Jeremiah 31:3; Isaiah 61:10; 1 Peter 2:9 (NKJV) and I decided that I really needed this reminder so beautifully created for my soul and my heart and just me. Thanks Jolene! I enlarged the following image created by Jolene, so you are better able to read & receive it.
But the first image at the top, Jolene created just for me - from *Susie Larson's book that I had made an image from a screenshot then gave those verses in a comment, which is all she used to create that opening image * "Strong in Battle"...she did not have the book or all as follows.
Here is the actual passage from Susie Larson:
"We must BELIEVE we can be renewed day by day, (2 Corinthians 4:16-17)"
"Trust that you can live with a joy that strengthens us (Romans 15:13)"
"Shine brightly in a dark world" that's lost its way (Philippians 2:15)"
"and live with a holy expectancy that heaven is real and goodness is coming." (Revelation 21:4)
[the above is missing 3 others that Susie includes on p.28 of her book]
Preceding this Susie writes:
..."Especially in this day of battle, we must throw off every shred of apathy and passivity and engage with intentionality:"
Interrupt every rogue, inferior thought, and make it bow & submit to Jesus (2 Corinthians 10:5).
Receive God's Kingdom power by faith (1 Corinthians 4:20). ....
Believe ... [with the part above]
Yield to the moment-by-moment influence of the Holy Spirit.(Galatians 5:16) [and finish with the rest above]
"Though the battle is real, God is greater still --
greater than your fears, greater than your enemies,
and even greater than the times we're in."
~Susie Larson~
I NEEDED TO HEAR THIS & SAVE THIS!
{being in this OBS on "LIES..." one needs to be prepared for battle, right?}
So I just had to return to my book(s) by Susie Larson:
I did not realize when I ordered Susie Larson's "Soul Care for the Battle"(image at the bottom) that it was a companion "guided journal" to go along with "Strong in the Battle" [Why the Humble Will Prevail]. In the Introduction to "Soul Care ..." she clearly states that originally she wrote the journal in conjunction to "Strong in Battle" but "don't feel obligated to purchase that one." Well, of course I did, especially before I face "LIES" and other battles surrounding my life, so I put the 1st away until I could get the 2nd; it arrived right before "LIES" started; however, I still should have begun and done these before heading into "LIES" ... {and we're only beginning Session 3 of that} so I stopped myself from going forward, without going back to "Strong in Battle" - I'm not too sure that I can deal with the "Humble" part of the title and also an essential part of every chapter after the "Prayerful Reflective Questions" and her deep dive training writing that precedes, Susie ends with these excellent, practical application tools to help me (the reader) apply the truths that we've just read to the "battle" we're currently facing - and that begins with: The Humble Way (in this section, we "explore the power of humility in every single battle we face" {so maybe I will gain some humility}; following this are 3 more parts: Discern the Fiery Arrows; Say "No"; Say "Yes" for each of the 10 Chapters. As we explore the fear of God and the profound power of a humble heart, we'll learn to be quicker to identify the enemy's predictable LIES, so that we can overcome them with the truth. Perhaps you can see why I prefer to go back to Susie's books. For me, that seems to be the better approach. However, Susie's style of writing requires me to read, and read again; and sometimes refer back to reading it again. Thus, this could take me quite some time. Yet, as I determine to change course and study, I am seeking to "Take back My Life" (another book, by Levi Lusko; which I did a sample YV plan, have the book & read it a few years back).
So this is a REset for me, and probably another way for me to REfresh for 2026, as I continue which RE- word is God actually speaking to me for this year, which is now almost half over. I'll just keep pressing forward with all He gives me and SEEK His Heart, SEEK His Face and that will help me SEEK His Will and Way for whatever the day ahead of me holds & that's about all I can do & handle. I definitely will be SEEKING after the Heart of God this year and quite possibly for 2027 (God willing)! Starting after the 4th of July, I plan on doing a YV overview 5 day sample plan of just this by Max Lucado, but I already have his 2 ebooks on this & Experiencing the Heart of Jesus (YV has a plan for that one also).
Enjoy the rest of JUNE!
[image credit: Amazon & Susie Larson]
Now that's Good News!
So I just had to share, although I have a "peaceful little lake" with an island
not the peaceful streams that flow.
Yet
God
RE-stores My Soul
and that's
SOUL CARE
for the Battle
(sigh)
Added Personal Note: I wish that I could change the "Sunday image" and date to June 16th because it's another Birthday date of significant people celebrating in heaven with my mom, another older sister, Irene (we called "Renie), and the twin sisters born on this day, June 16th, Doris & Dora, in 1927; the youngest of the Blanchette family of Henry and Edith (Dyson) Blanchette; so their entire family is gone. My Aunt Doris was my favorite aunt, and her twin sister Dora, passed away in 1965, way too early from cancer. Doris lived until 2013 and Renie (1917-2014), a long life and such a delight each time I was able to stop & visit her, in Tucson, AZ on my way home from Mexico. Doris lived in southern California, so I was not able to visit with her as often but Renie's son, brought both Renie and Doris to visit me in northern Mexico. The last time I saw them both. They both outlived my mom and Dora, and their other siblings; as I now am outliving my siblings and parents. I'm so thankful for the cousins that are still living and their children (and even great grand children). Since my adult children are adopted and know their biological mom (and dad?) it's good for me to have family, including 3 nieces and 1 nephew (and 2 of them have grown children, well teens). They don't live close but at least they're here.
A Very Happy Birthday Doris and Dora!!! (100 years old next year).
Already a month ago, I wrote "RE - something" as re:gards to my 2026 One Word - still undetermined; and also about a REALLY Excellent Bible Study by Megan Fate Marshman called "RElaxed" - Walking with the One Who is Not Worried about a Thing ... diving deeply into Proverbs 3:5-6 meaning that we can RE-LAX because God is in control, so through this online study, we slowly walked toward (and with) the RELAXED life of Jesus as we learned to "submit our ways" to Him. {6 of those "ways" chosen & written about by Megan were given in that post}
In the Bible, RE-laxing is tied closely to the concept of "Rest" and "Stillness". We also learned that rather than doing nothing, spiritually it means to let go of anxiety and cease striving for control by placing our TRUST (my 2025 One Word) in God's Provision. Yes, the italicized words are problem areas in my own personal life, so that makes it clear why I find it difficult to find "rest" and "stillness" easily ... in fact, it's a real struggle. Clearly, this is why I needed time away to truly focus on this RELAXED study, but its last session was this past week & Faith Gateway is moving on to another wonderful new study by Jennie Allen, starting on June 1st, "The LIE You Don't Know You Believe" (to register). Truthfully, I did not intend to do this one, however God gently prompted me to give it a try that it may be the beginning of a lifetime healing. You'll see it's worth it! So I will, how about you? (just click on the title) YV sample too
While doing "RELAXED", I also was doing the Max Lucado study again "What Happens Next", which has one more week left; plus I was reading a daily devotional by Beth McGuffin, M.Ed.; "Begin With God: Find Rest" ... as you can see Rest definitely is needed by me yet I still seek it.
Jennie Allen has a Podcast! {yeah, even though I know she does so much and is so involved, I just found this out} ... It's available on iTunes, Spotify, Google Play, Stitcher & Amazon besides the one I linked on her website linked to Podcast. I made a playlist on my Spotify but I don't think it's public. But here is Jennie Allen's link on Spotify as "The Jennie Allen Podcast" but then you'll have to sort through and find the Book Club but many in between and prior also relate to "The LIE.. " I only have the Kindle Study Guide this time, not the Book or any extras.
Right as I began reading ahead to check out Session 1 of "The LIE ..." I came across the following One Word that struck me with familiarity:
This is the One Word, I heard from God on September 7th, 2025 in the local Church I attended that day. It was a significant word for me that resurfaces often since that time and seems to strike an inner part of me. Instead of GRIEF that most people feel after the loss of someone close that they shared a great deal of their lives with, and what they experience in different stages in the time after that loss; I simply could not feel the normal grief because I felt this sense of such RELIEF. And God let me know that day, that it's ok and again recently in a medical appointment, that was reaffirmed that it's ok and normal. Yet I did not "identify" all these months that it was ok. I was feeling guilty. Yet in the word RELIEF, what do you see?
One of the biblical definitions of RELIEF is the alleviation of suffering, distress, or oppression. Primarily, it is portrayed as God's merciful invention. God delivers His people through offering both physical rescue and deep spiritual rest. We, as believers, are called to act with compassion on the vulnerable (a little more on this will follow later*).Check out RELIEF origin.
The first session of The LIE is not at all on GRIEF, it's IDENTIFY. Yet in the 2nd paragraph, I read: (but in a different context entirely) ...
"... what I felt most was RELIEF"
In Jennie Allen's study guide, clearly it's in regard to discovering the LIE that she found out she had been believing about herself and the frustration about learning she had been believing that LIE. Here's what follows that discovery and the above statement:
"RELIEF that my suffering had a origin. RELIEF that I could know what that origin was. RELIEF, that by the power of God, I could go back to that origin and find my way forward in health." ...
And I knew that immediately this was what God wants for me ... going back to the origin, healing going forward, and RELIEF. This is yet another RELEASE and way that I can be RE-freshed and proceed forward in my life. Of course, Jennie Allen's book & study will help me with "the LIE" however I have years and years of LIES, yet she writes that there is a Core Lie that all those LIES boil down to 3 simple categories & she offers a quiz to help you identify yours at jennieallen.com/lies-quiz.
My Core Lie: "I am worthless." Truthfully, I think all 3 Core lies have been part of the many decades of my life at different times. Yet, I do understand where this LIE came from and how it was continued after my childhood & teen years into my young adult years, one example is in my childhood foundational Church at their Communion time, they say (on repeat) "Lord I am not worthy to receive You, but only say the Word and my soul will be healed." As a young adult, I was told that I could not receive Communion because I married a divorced person. Not my sin except that I married him. To me, that is a Church made rule that I do not find in the Bible. If it is, so be it, but it began my journey to seek another Church in another denomination, because every time there was Communion at the Church, I wept. Clearly the enemy did not need much else to confirm & reaffirm that LIE over and over that I'm unworthy. Also discovering that this LIE speaks to my people pleasing & my performance of how & what I do, from a very early age, confirmed. I could give so many examples of this, so this was not a surprise. But I do know times when I believed also that "I am helpless" and the other Core Lie that "I am unlovable" - that love is earned.
I don't think by doing this study alone that I will find the RELIEF I seek, however I do know that it's a fresh start in discovering the healing God hopes to do within me and breaking the stronghold of the LIES that the enemy has used my entire life to set me up, whereas Jesus Christ has given me the Truth to defeat the LIE of the enemy and set me free.(John 8:31-32).
In biblical context, "RELIEF refers to the alleviation of distress, suffering, or hardship. ...RELIEF can be physical, emotional, or spiritual, and is a recurring theme throughout the Scriptures, highlighting God's mercy and the call for His people to act justly and compassionately."
The two Biblical words for RELIEF found in Hebrew [REVACHAH] in the Old Testament translates as RELIEF, respite, or "breathing space". "It captures the moment that crushing circumstances ease & God opens up a "spacious place" - without knowing it, this is what had happened in my life since September 6th, 2025 when I clearly received RELIEF from God. It stood out and captured me at a time that I should have been in a devastating grief (as for almost everyone else). I did not find myself at all in grief, but felt RELIEF, yet as I've mentioned, I struggled with not grieving and there is so much back history to this, not just the final 7 years, but at this time, I will save you the details as I sort it out and through it all. However, when I began this RELIEF post, I really did think I was going to write on this (but not yet) too raw and too soon. Then we come to the Greek word for RELIEF [ANESIS] translated in the New Testament as "RELIEF" or Rest meaning a loosening, a lessening of distress, or a relaxation of tension. ✅✅✅ That's how I felt the immediate day after when I went to Church to seek God & He spoke RELIEF into me, not grief. I am now understanding it was not because I was or became more hard-hearted but because God was starting something new for me: RELIEF from many, many years that He promises.(Joel 2:25) God will complete His healing of me - and now it will begin with exposing the LIE I believed. According to the quiz, my core LIE is "I am worthless" yet as I listen to Jennie's podcast before the study begins in many ways, my life has gone through all of them (as she states) that I believe "I am helpless", "I am unlovable" and "I am worthless" which in my opinion has led me in this late stage of my life to feel "I am hopeless", but I'm not - even in any down moment, God is my anchor, Jesus is my hope & I anchor myself to that hope I have and hold on until I see that "He, who began a good work in me. He is faithful to complete it!" so the Spirit from within rises and REFRESHES me with a good word ...
[image credit: Shaquana Roy from FG OBS]
🙌It's so beautifully done!💗
I hope Shaquana does not mind.
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*As REGARDS this (from above):
"RELIEF is associated often with God's intervention, provision
and the compassionate actions of individuals toward those in need."
This is definitely a time in our world, both at home and at-large, where many find themselves in need. In fact, many of us are finding ourselves in need. Times are hard. Compassion seems to be desperately in need but in short supply & not enough to go around or among us with even a small act of kindness here and there. We are facing the world's worst humanitarian crisis. Most of you that know me at all, know that all this weighs heavily upon me. God also knows this! "RELIEF is a manifestation of God's compassion and justice. It reflects His character as a loving and merciful Father... The call to provide RELIEF to others is a fundamental part of true Christian ethics", rooted in the commandment(s) that Jesus gave us (Matthew 22:36-40) two core commandments that I believe can combat the LIES, too. I do believe that this OBS on LIES will bring me RELIEF through a RELEASE from the LIES I have believed about myself. I believe that I will see a RENEWAL of compassion in me and God will RESTORE in my core what He placed in me at my birth and rebirth ... and has been building & REBUILDING in me through His Word. I believe I will heal by His Spirit.
As you know, I really like origin of words, which is why I wrote above to check out the Word Origin of RELIEF. It traces back to the Latin word relevare (close to Spanish also). It looks like it might fit with the last book in the Bible as well - Revelation (perhaps I'm stretching this because I've been doing Max Lucado's "What Happens Next?" and it's in my mind this last week of the OBS) But if you did happen to check out the word origin, you'd see that the word meaning is "to raise up", "lift", or "lighten" ... it was on purpose for me to draft this blog post & expand & edit a bit to republish it today on June 1st, my mom's birthday in heaven for decades now ... the 1st in my biological family and the last before me, my oldest sibling & sister, Carol, who was very much like a mother to me & to my cousins, now is home in heaven, too, since this past April, a week & a day after her 79th birthday. {the purple image moved to the beginning of this blog post is because she loved purple} So, remembering my family being HOME eternally except for me and that they were raised up - lifted up - truly does lighten my load. I read in the origin of RELIEF that "over centuries, this root evolved to describe the comforting removal of a burden..." {and a bit more related to art, a specific technique in sculpture}. My mom and youngest brother, Gary, who followed her "home to heaven" just 4 years later, both were artistic. I don't believe that my mother sculpted our Nativity scene but I remember her painting or fixing them up each Christmas, sometimes giving them a new white covering that I had the privilege to inherit, but sadly was lost in the fire that totaled our house - irreplaceable treasure of mine. And also, often at funerals, since they're fresh in my head, was a favorite song heard and was part of both my mom's & brother's, "On Eagle's Wing" by Michael Joncas ... if you listen you will hear why my thoughts go to this ... because "He will raise you up" ... now that truly is RELIEF and comfort of a burden that weighs on my heart.
You may not believe me but as I typed this and looked up out my window above the pine trees, there was an eagle, or similar bird with wings spread out flying and encircling. As you know I love "eagles" and have captured a few photos of them perched outside here, usually closer to the lake below our hill. Truly, God knows how to REveal His Love to us!
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{I did not read this book (trust me, I have plenty that I'm reading & hopefully will get to read)}
{I just really love this photo on this book}
[image credit; book cover]
Some quotes to reflect on:
“The tears that finally streamed from her eyes were tears not of mourning but of relief, and tears for the dark unknown that lay ahead of her.” — Gwynne Forster
"Can I see another's woe, and not be in sorrow too? Can I see another's grief, and not seek for kind relief? " ~ William Blake
"Lord, grant me relief from my suffering, so that I may have some relief; ... Jeremiah 17:14 (NET)
"LORD, hear my prayer, listen to my cry for mercy; in Your faithfulness and righteousness come to my relief. Psalm 143:1 (NIV)
The 3-3-3 Rule for CALMING:
Name 3 things you SEE.
Name 3 sounds you HEAR.
Move 3 parts of your body.
???
{if you like, you may share in the comments your 3-3-3}
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Please continue to
🙏
I do need
RELIEF
... but I don't think
RELIEF
is my
2026
One Word
As I was closing today, I opened to "RELIEF is a common and normal Grief Emotion" - another beautiful reminder from God as He begins to heal and set me free ... such Love the Father has for us ... 💔💙💚💛💜